Today's Scripture: Matthew 8
and 9 - These are the stories of Jesus' healing people that have been brought to him or that he visits while teaching. It is copied below from Bible.com.
Application: "Please remember that these stories are not to help us look back in amazement but forward in faith. The God who spoke still speaks. The God who forgave still forgives, The God who came still comes." (He still moves stones, by Max Lucado)
My Thoughts: The God who heals, still heals? This is a tough one for our family and for many families touched by cancer (for one). Clearly, I haven't lost my faith in God or that there is a God but of all the ways I know God has come into my life...the healing piece is the biggest void and mystery. I feel I've heard it all..."this is a test" (which implies we/I am failing it), "he has healed you or your daughter in the manner appropriate but it may not be the way you wanted" (what exactly does that mean?...she lives but still must suffer?) There is more hypothesizing but basically - we don't know. We don't know or understand why some people of faith are never healed; why some people die; and why some people go on to live even more challenging lives with constant challenges and setbacks. I guess the book of Job would offer insight here but I don't think any of us wish to be likened to Job. "The scriptures give us patience and encouragement so that we can have hope" (Romans 15:4) And hope is really all we have...that someday it will get better; that the dead are somewhere better; and that those that suffer are part of a bigger plan that will be revealed and will have made it all worth it.
I don't think its just me, but when you pray so intently and you literally have people all over the world (most of whom you don't know) praying for her healing and it still doesn't work...(or did it? - she's alive and many aren't)...isn't it natural or human to ask "why?" I'm not asking why she got cancer - that was not God....I believe that is our messed up ecological system, or the food we fed her, or who knows...not genetic, they say, but could have been hormonal in utero....we don't know and don't care. But why, when it feels like you are doing everything right, according to scripture, are prayers not answered? We KNOW He has the power to heal everything and yet He doesn't. Please don't read this as I'm mad or angry or need a therapist (I have a good one, thanks!), its just my human nature to ask why aren't people healed when they have the faith to ask to be healed? "16 That evening people brought to Jesus many who had demons. Jesus spoke and the demons left them, and he healed all the sick. 17 He did these things to bring about what Isaiah the prophet had said:
“He took our suffering on him
and carried our diseases.”
Because I don't want anyone to think that we go around moping daily and cursing our lives (totally the wrong picture), I need to repeat that we have MUCH faith that God is with us as we travel this earth and he has shown us his presence in many ways. Prayers have been answered and miracles have occurred - I'm sure more of these will come out as I continue to journal. But this scripture talks specifically about "healing" the sick and Devon, after 9 years, is still battling the aftermath of a cancer diagnosis. The upside - she is still alive where many others aren't - but the downside is that the battle has never ended, the enemy just changes. I will begin to put her story on another page for those that are interested (it won't be done in one sitting). A warning that it is long and I can get very detailed in telling it because sometimes, that's where you find the miracles that have occurred. (On another but similar note - my breast cancer was cured and I have been cancer free for 5 years!)
"I believe that nothing that happens to me is meaningless, and that it
is good for us all that it should be so, even if it runs counter to our
own wishes. As I see it, I'm here for some purpose, and I only hope I
may fulfill it. In the light of the great purpose, all our privations
and disappointments are trivial." - Dietrich Bonhoeffer
8 - Jesus Heals a Sick Man
1 When Jesus came down from the hill, great crowds followed him. 2 Then a man with a skin disease came to Jesus. The man bowed down before him and said, “Lord, you can heal me if you will.”
3 Jesus reached out his hand and touched the man and said, “I will. Be healed!” And immediately the man was healed from his disease. 4 Then Jesus said to him, “Don’t tell anyone about this. But go and show yourself to the priest and offer the gift Moses commanded for people who are made well. This will show the people what I have done.”
Jesus Heals a Soldier’s Servant
5 When Jesus entered the city of Capernaum, an army officer came to him, begging for help. 6 The officer said, “Lord, my servant is at home in bed. He can’t move his body and is in much pain.”
7 Jesus said to the officer, “I will go and heal him.”
8 The
officer answered, “Lord, I am not worthy for you to come into my house.
You only need to command it, and my servant will be healed. 9 I,
too, am a man under the authority of others, and I have soldiers under
my command. I tell one soldier, ‘Go,’ and he goes. I tell another
soldier, ‘Come,’ and he comes. I say to my servant, ‘Do this,’ and my
servant does it.
10 When Jesus heard this, he was amazed. He said to those who were following him, “I tell you the truth, this is the greatest faith I have found, even in Israel. 11 Many
people will come from the east and from the west and will sit and eat
with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob in the kingdom of heaven. 12 But
those people who should be in the kingdom will be thrown outside into
the darkness, where people will cry and grind their teeth with pain.”
13 Then Jesus said to the officer, “Go home. Your servant will be healed just as you believed he would.” And his servant was healed that same hour.
Jesus Heals Many People
14 When Jesus went to Peter’s house, he saw that Peter’s mother-in-law was sick in bed with a fever. 15 Jesus touched her hand, and the fever left her. Then she stood up and began to serve Jesus.
16 That evening people brought to Jesus many who had demons. Jesus spoke and the demons left them, and he healed all the sick. 17 He did these things to bring about what Isaiah the prophet had said:
“He took our suffering on him
and carried our diseases.”
People Want to Follow Jesus
18 When Jesus saw the crowd around him, he told his followers to go to the other side of the lake. 19 Then a teacher of the law came to Jesus and said, “Teacher, I will follow you any place you go.”
20 Jesus said to him, “The foxes have holes to live in, and the birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to rest his head.”
21 Another man, one of Jesus’ followers, said to him, “Lord, first let me go and bury my father.”
22 But Jesus told him, “Follow me, and let the people who are dead bury their own dead.”
Jesus Calms a Storm
23 Jesus got into a boat, and his followers went with him. 24 A great storm arose on the lake so that waves covered the boat, but Jesus was sleeping. 25 His followers went to him and woke him, saying, “Lord, save us! We will drown!”
26 Jesus answered, “Why are you afraid? You don’t have enough faith.” Then Jesus got up and gave a command to the wind and the waves, and it became completely calm.
27 The men were amazed and said, “What kind of man is this? Even the wind and the waves obey him!”
Jesus Heals Two Men with Demons
28 When
Jesus arrived at the other side of the lake in the area of the Gadarene
people, two men who had demons in them met him. These men lived in the
burial caves and were so dangerous that people could not use the road by
those caves. 29 They shouted, “What do you want with us, Son of God? Did you come here to torture us before the right time?”
30 Near that place there was a large herd of pigs feeding. 31 The demons begged Jesus, “If you make us leave these men, please send us into that herd of pigs.”
32 Jesus said to them, “Go!” So the demons left the men and went into the pigs. Then the whole herd rushed down the hill into the lake and were drowned. 33 The herdsmen ran away and went into town, where they told about all of this and what had happened to the men who had demons. 34 Then the whole town went out to see Jesus. When they saw him, they begged him to leave their area.
9 - Jesus Heals a Paralyzed Man
1 Jesus got into a boat and went back across the lake to his own town. 2 Some
people brought to Jesus a man who was paralyzed and lying on a mat.
When Jesus saw the faith of these people, he said to the paralyzed man, “Be encouraged, young man. Your sins are forgiven.”
3 Some of the teachers of the law said to themselves, “This man speaks as if he were God. That is blasphemy!”
4 Knowing their thoughts, Jesus said, “Why are you thinking evil thoughts? 5 Which is easier: to say, ‘Your sins are forgiven,’ or to tell him, ‘Stand up and walk’? 6 But I will prove to you that the Son of Man has authority on earth to forgive sins.” Then Jesus said to the paralyzed man, “Stand up, take your mat, and go home.” 7 And the man stood up and went home. 8When the people saw this, they were amazed and praised God for giving power like this to human beings.
Jesus Chooses Matthew
9 When Jesus was leaving, he saw a man named Matthew sitting in the tax collector’s booth. Jesus said to him, “Follow me,” and he stood up and followed Jesus.
10 As Jesus was having dinner at Matthew’s house, many tax collectors and “sinners” came and ate with Jesus and his followers. 11 When the Pharisees saw this, they asked Jesus’ followers, “Why does your teacher eat with tax collectors and sinners?”
12 When Jesus heard them, he said, “It is not the healthy people who need a doctor, but the sick. 13 Go and learn what this means: ‘I want kindness more than I want animal sacrifices.’ I did not come to invite good people but to invite sinners.”
Jesus’ Followers Are Criticized
14 Then
the followers of John came to Jesus and said, “Why do we and the
Pharisees often fast for a certain time, but your followers don’t?”
15 Jesus answered, “The
friends of the bridegroom are not sad while he is with them. But the
time will come when the bridegroom will be taken from them, and then
they will fast.
16 “No
one sews a patch of unshrunk cloth over a hole in an old coat. If he
does, the patch will shrink and pull away from the coat, making the hole
worse. 17 Also,
people never pour new wine into old leather bags. Otherwise, the bags
will break, the wine will spill, and the wine bags will be ruined. But
people always pour new wine into new wine bags. Then both will continue
to be good.”
Jesus Gives Life to a Dead Girl and Heals a Sick Woman
18 While
Jesus was saying these things, a leader of the synagogue came to him.
He bowed down before Jesus and said, “My daughter has just died. But if
you come and lay your hand on her, she will live again.” 19 So Jesus and his followers stood up and went with the leader.
20 Then a woman who had been bleeding for twelve years came behind Jesus and touched the edge of his coat. 21 She was thinking, “If I can just touch his clothes, I will be healed.”
22 Jesus turned and saw the woman and said, “Be encouraged, dear woman. You are made well because you believed.” And the woman was healed from that moment on.
23 Jesus continued along with the leader and went into his house. There he saw the funeral musicians and many people crying. 24 Jesus said, “Go away. The girl is not dead, only asleep.” But the people laughed at him. 25 After the crowd had been thrown out of the house, Jesus went into the girl’s room and took hold of her hand, and she stood up. 26 The news about this spread all around the area.
Jesus Heals More People
27 When Jesus was leaving there, two blind men followed him. They cried out, “Have mercy on us, Son of David!”
28 After Jesus went inside, the blind men went with him. He asked the men, “Do you believe that I can make you see again?”
They answered, “Yes, Lord.”
29 Then Jesus touched their eyes and said, “Because you believe I can make you see again, it will happen.” 30 Then the men were able to see. But Jesus warned them strongly, saying, “Don’t tell anyone about this.” 31 But the blind men left and spread the news about Jesus all around that area.
32 When the two men were leaving, some people brought another man to Jesus. This man could not talk because he had a demon in him. 33 After
Jesus forced the demon to leave the man, he was able to speak. The
crowd was amazed and said, “We have never seen anything like this in
Israel.”
34 But the Pharisees said, “The prince of demons is the one that gives him power to force demons out.”
35 Jesus
traveled through all the towns and villages, teaching in their
synagogues, preaching the Good News about the kingdom, and healing all
kinds of diseases and sicknesses. 36 When he saw the crowds, he felt sorry for them because they were hurting and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd. 37 Jesus said to his followers, “There are many people to harvest but only a few workers to help harvest them. 38 Pray to the Lord, who owns the harvest, that he will send more workers to gather his harvest.”